Hello wake up!你不应该为了别人改变自己,不应该怀疑自己的坚持,不应该怀疑自己喜欢的,因为对自己认为的美都没了把握,生命会变得没有意义.
你不应该那么在意别人的眼光,虽然你真的在意得要疯癫.甚至有点偏执.
可以自由散漫,但不应该变得没有自我,就算没人喜欢没人疼.
你不应该手贱.虽然你与手贱完全沾不上边.
妈的你就是这么个破性格,拉倒吧,去死吧.
虽然我经常春风满面,带着笑容,其实我知道自己很没用.

when i go to the bed,i just can't stop thinking those hours we spend together.i thought we had fun that day,it's not about whether we have it or not,i feel warm when we hugged,somehow the thought of happiness just came out of my mind.maybe it's not supposed to happen.
james said three years it's long enough to get over someone.but after  a few minutes when he met kate,i think everything would be different.it's only because you were notwith her.you thought she is in somewhere else,totally far from where you live.you cannot talk to her,touch her or kiss her.these facts made a delusion thatyou've already forgotten her.but when she showed up again,those feeling would come to your mind again.
even though the time pass you by,feelings always exist as long as you 've loved her from the buttom of ur heart.
i always thought we have distance,it's just the lake of the security.

我们的第一张合照是世界上最傻的一张照片~一只臭猪脚和一只香芋脚。
这几天被我看做是奢侈的,没有老娘在耳边的唠叨,还有人陪着,虽然是个说不能把他当爱的对象的人.
我想通了.没有办法做到的事,我不会去做,所以可能永远做不到,能做的也只能是一直关心你.

其实我昨日很开心。被叔叔赞亭亭玉立,已叫我好生欢喜.QY打电话说起他男友亦赞我,有那么点儿小得瑟了~哈哈..
还有昨天收到了一个苹果,嘴上不说,其实心里真的好开心.清晨看着他沉睡的侧脸,也悄悄地睡去了.

其实痛苦和悲伤的东西并未减少,只是生命中那一抹抹亮色已经值得人去追逐冒险.我并非不懂,我亦并非欺骗自己.个中滋味也已品评一二,若是有狂风暴雨,也只能往前退后不了了.理性与感性失去平衡感早已不是一时之事,内心的感性早已盖过表面的理性,只是这疯狂恣肆的感性到底蔓延何处呢?

希望今天也一样开心.

fuck!最近是做什么都提不起兴趣。
我彻底悲观,很彻底.

我要咆哮,我要怒吼,ma vie,sucks!
Tu me degoutes!what a fuckin' dirty rat,makes me feel totally disappointed at male.